Back From Nowhere
Sunday, April 17, 2005
 
Skating Again
Wow amazing recovery amazing surgeon who likes to inline. I am so lucky. Now it is fitness recovery time it will be a long road with one lap after another. I am so far out of shape from last October. Gotta get reservations and tickets for the St Paul and Long Beach Inline Marathons. Now the fun begins!
Saturday, April 16, 2005
 
Fear and Loathing
When your body attacks itself limiting an active lifestyle, fear and disappointment creep into every waking moment. As the moments run on into days and weeks depression turns to loathing. It is like a little stream staying in it too long and soon you find yourself floating face down in a river. I am so happy to have survived the last five months. Unlike Hunter S. I didn't resort to drugs and alcohol. I put future and past out of my head as much as I could and stayed focused in the moment. When I could put enough moments like that together I understood I was healing but still suffering. All life is suffering I understand that now.

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